Here, Again

Here’s another heart break,
Another dozen lies.
And here I am again,
Tears falling from my eyes.

Here I am again,
Caring way too much.
All I did was sacrifice,
But still it’s not enough.

Here’s another razor,
So tempting on my skin.
Do I keep on fighting?
Or do I just give in?

Here’s some some time wasted,
On another stupid boy.
You put on such a good front,
But I was just your little toy.

But I still don’t understand,
How it could all just be a lie.
If it really was,
Then why can’t I say good bye?